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♥ Dan dan 大小姐

i love my baby boy...
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Went sch todae but it's more lyk a slpin session instead thx to de runnin nose med...slept thru most of moi lessons...still feelin quite terrible although fever is down && i'm feelin cold de whole day lorx...Zhen You sms-ed mi...found out he's discharged todae...
Aft sch went lunch wif Nana they all...went hm, had piano lesson...had mummy && daddy quarrellin over some stupid maths ques of moi bro...damn sianz i hate hearin pple quarrellin le...
And nows, i'm chattin on msn wif 2 gays-Zx && Jerral...&& zx, muz remember Vian Vian ok...lolx...

30th july-monday...
Mummy asked mi not to go sch...so i stayed hm...called simon to help mi pass things to Nana but i realli no strength to wake up..sorry!
So in de end i hav to go down to sch moi self to pass to nana...lolx
Went to de doc, ate de flu med & slp whole day lorx!
Tat stupid Zhen You still curse mi to kena dengue so i can go hospital pei him -.-'''...
he damn bad rite...lolx...

29th july-sunday...
HAPPI BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!

&& i noe tat i'm fallin sick but it's mummy's bd so dun wanna spoil their mood...so we went habour front!
but moi sickness worsen...runnin nose && fever came && i'm feelin GOD DAMN terrible larx!
i can't even breathe properly lorx...
Midnitex, mummy came in to close moi window && check moi temperature...daddy came in too to check moi temperature...lolx...onli when u'r sick den they show their concern -.-'''...
It was so terrible tat i cud onli all aslp at bout 3am?
















*i'm seriously tired nows..
-be cos it's u therefore u hav de rights...
9:32 PM?




Saturday, July 28, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Wok up at 7+ as i cant slp...mit Nana at 9am cos hav settle class tee thingy...reached TM, went Long John for breakfast...suppose to mit de person but she was late so we slack ard TM lolx...damn empty lorx...i helped Nana to take photo wif de Simpson's too!!!
finally!!! our class tee is completed! it's realli DAMN DAMN DAMN nice de realli can't wait to get it...thx to Nana, Mi, && de designer! hahax...

Came hm...helped moi bro wif his maths && guess wad i oso dunno how to do lorx...damn XIA SUAY larx!!! can't even do a pri6 maths ques lorx...diaoz...daddy came hm wif 2nd aunt which is SIANZ...but she gave mi a $40 ANG BAO for moi bd lorx...yeah~

Daddy fetched us to down town east der cos we are celebratin moi mummy's bd wif moi 2nd && 3rd aunt at SAKURA...which is damn ex oso espically when de GST rise to 7% le -.-'''
But we realli eat till veri veri fill le...tink moi stomach can explode liaox...
Aft dinner sent 2nd aunt hm den we oso head hm le...


*hey Nana, u are not in tat family de!lols


*moi 2nd aunt...
*moi mummy~
*busy busy~
*frozen strawberry...yummies~
*daddy havin a taste of it...lolx...
*Joyce~
*Rose~
*Joyce && mi!!!
*us...again! =x
*watson && i...




*tis isn's de 1st time...
although i noe it's gonna be difficult but...
i'm sure i can do it again!!! JIA YOU!

10:07 PM?




Friday, July 27, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
DAMN sick todae...sch was terrible, not sure izzit cos i'm sick or...
Had 3periods of maths todae...i was tryin so hard not to slp larh! but in de end i realii cannot take it le...slp for almost 1h onli cos next period is test...
Aft sch pei Nana go TM to settle de class tee thingy...&& to order moi mummy's cake...we were caught in de rain again( now i noe why i can't get well from moi sickness )...&& cos we did not hav de complete design wif us now, we hav to go down again tml mornin?
Slack at TM a while den we went to Starbucks for coffee? we order our drinks && Nana can't decide if she shld eat de cheese cake or tiramisu we ended up orderin both...den i muz help her eat -.-'''...

Reached hm at bout 3.30? sit in front of moi laptop while listenin to moi PSP && slack all de way...so i cried again todae...so wad?
Dunno wad's wrong wif todae larx der's juz sooooo mani things && pple hu keep remindin mi of u...&& i realli mean LOTS & LOTS larx no matter when && where i go! HAIZ...


*our drinks...hmmm~
*cheese cake...yummies~
*wynne envy not? hahax...
*Tiramisu!!! moi fav =x
*she looked so pampered!













*at least u still hav a choice to choose...
i dun even hav...it's a muz for mi...
so moi dear fren, pls choose wisely...all de best!
9:39 PM?




Thursday, July 26, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
sick sick sick...been coughin de whole day lorx cough till no strengh le...SIANZ...some more we were caught in de rain so now gort runnin nose & headach le...

Sch ended at 1pm but DT start at 3pm? Went market for lunch wif Nana they all...DT confirm fail le...der's a 5 marks ques tat i leave it blank totally larx! HAIZ tat stupid JAMIE CHU larx dunno wad he teachin oso...
Aft DT, waited for YQ...hey he shld be de one waitin for us larx! so we decided to wait for him at sch opp de coffee shop...wait, wait, wait lyk 20mins lorx...wan borrow things from us still dare to late...He came 2gather wif Daryl & Dragon...lolx...settle finish our things le den i head hm le...

Was supposed to hav tuition tonitez but Jia Xin jie jie gort headache...so change to mon le...HAIZ...

Der's lyk so mani things to do...der's juz not enuf time & $$$ larx!
need to settle mummy's bd cake, buy her present, buy god daddy's present, finish dnt by tues, pei Nana go TM tml, muz go BUGIS on sat, family dinner at sat's nitex...lolx...i'm lyk so busy...
But for now, i juz need to get some rest & get well fast!!!

God daddy cal to ask mi bout moi bd present again...i realli dunno how to ans him lorx...he realli can't get for mi wad i realli wan de...so god daddy pls stop askin mi oready!!!














*sure time will heal all wound...
but hu cud guarantee tat it wud not leave a scar behind?
8:19 PM?




Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Hmmm...i did had a realli wonderful wonderful dream last nitex but when i woke up i'm lyk totally sad larx...cos it's juz a dream tat i noe de percentage of happenin in real life is almost ZERO!
HAIZ...how i wish it cud realli be a dream cum true...but...seriously no hope de...

Sch was quite alrite todae except had i was havin a COLD...realli had fun durin PE...wondered when's de last time i did realli laugh...lolx...had fun chattin wif Hui Yu durin chinese lesson she's realli funni...We had a total of 3 experiments one aft another lorx...damn sianz for phy...aft sch went lunch wif Nana they all at Wynne's house der...

I'm realli tired now & seriously no mood to study...worst still tat tml is oready de DT & i lyk study nth? Confirm fail liaox...sianz...













*why do u choose to be an audience instead...
9:54 PM?




Monday, July 23, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Why do i feel tat i'm actin everyday wearin a mask juz tryin to hide de real mi...pretendin to be happi, pretendin to be normal, pretendin tat i dun mind it at all, pretendin tat nth had happen pretendin, pretendin, pretendin... since when is moi life becumin a show? I've always tot tat moi life is controlled by mi but now it seems lyk its controllin mi instead...so how's moi actin todae? HAIZ...

Sort of found 2 new frens? found out tat Hui yu is realli a great person...always tryin to cheer pple up, makin u laugh...bein ard her juz make ur day great...she's juz lyk de 2nd Nana...lolx...& oso tat Zhen You too is a fun guy...















*Life is juz too terrible to live...
i'm realli tired of actin, makin mi hate moi self...
i realli wan de old mi back...!


5:19 PM?




Sunday, July 22, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Happi 17TH Birthday Nana!!!

Haven been postin for de last few days cos der's juz too mani things happenin & i'm juz too busy...

Nth much happen todae...juz de usual stuffs- went church, lunch...blah blah blah~
Durin de bible class, moi teacher told us to sit up straight, close our eyes & sit still for 5mins...
Aft tat he asked each of us wad were we thinkin when we were sittin still...some said their mind was blank or they fell aslp...but i juz blurted out '' MESSY?'' & he told mi ''do u noe tat tat's de state u are in now? u feel messy cos der's so mani tots rushin through ur mind at a time && ur life now is in such a mess...'' Hmmm...guess he's GOD DAMN RIGHT...

21TH JULY 2007...
Mit Vivan jie den we went swimmin 2gather...de pool was lyk so empty? so we had de whole pool to ourselves...lolx...der was 2 life guards tat were sitted by de pool, they were wearin sunglasses & sittin der jux stone-ing...jie jie say maybe they fell aslp liaox hahax...Aft lunch wif jie jie, we went hm...reached hm, saw 2nd aunt ay moi house i was lyk SIANZ...so i juz went into moi room & on moi PSP & listen to music...so she juz came in, tok tok a bit den she went out le...
Daddy came hm fetched us & 2nd aunt to BUGIS der for dinner...den saw Daryl, Yq && Zhen You...lolx...
Shop shop a while den bout 9+ we went hm le...but i slp at onli 12.40am? lolx...

20TH JULY 2007...
Sch was quite alrite todae juz bit bored...Aft sch, they came over to celebrate Nana's bd...hmmm...gort Nana, Randall, Bernice, Wynne, Xiangsheng, Jeff, Jerral, Zx, Daryl, Yq, Zhen You...Bernice & Jerral left at 2.30 to go back sch for their A-maths test...den de guys treat moi room as a gambling den lorx hahax...1st Daryl cal mi to stand behind him to bring him gd luck but Yq they all cal mi to tap his shoulder to bring him bad luck lolx...den Zhen You & Zx cal mi stand behind em...&& guess wad? i brought em gd luck OK?! hahax...Nana & Randall went back at bout 4+...Bernice & Jerral came back aft their maths test...
Den they left at bout 6.30 && watson & i went TM to mit moi parents for dinner...busy day yar? lolx...















*De Yvonne i once knew is disappearin...
5:08 PM?




Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Went back for sch todae...pass Mrs Mani moi MC den she ask wad illness i hav i juz say sick larx den she say confirm i bluff wan muz be i overslept...WTH lorx...she tink wad, de doc can ani how gif MC de arx...siaox! & nv once i was late for sch de larx!
Sch was crazy todae...
Sch dragged till 3.30pm todae...was supposed to mit Daryl at 3.30pm at TM but instead he came to mit us in sch...hahax...so Bernice, Mi, Jerral, Jeff, Zx, Daryl & Yq went TM...reached der, Jerral ps us & went to find Vk...hahax...De rest of us went MOS burger for lunch...yup yup Daryl treat mi & bernice...lolx...den Zhen You came wif a veri SIANZ DIAO face he's damn funni larx...todae juz isn't his lucky day...hahax...Aft lunch we went to do de stuff we were here for...slacked ard awhile den we all went hm...reached hm bout 5.45pm den daddy cal mi to prepare to go fetch mummy back...i was lyk HUH i haven even bathe larx! lolx...mummy gort some Adam Khoo's course to attend...fetched mummy den hav dinner nearby den came hm...its oready lyk 8.30pm? damn late liaox...
Daddy has figured out how to convert de movies & store into moi PSP le...YEAH~
Means now moi PSP can not onli play games, listen to musics, it can watch movies too...! hahax...

17th JULY 2007...
Skiped sch todae...was sick? But i woke up at de usual time i tink i'm mad... At hm damn slack...watchin shows de whole mornin den mit Nana & gang for lunch but in de end i packet hm to eat...
Piano teacher came early i hav not even finished moi lunch larx! lolx...durin her lesson, i played till i almost fall aslp larx i was damn damn tired ok...















*Why izzit tat de whole world could figured it out...
onli u can't...?
9:37 PM?




Monday, July 16, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Be a guai student & went sch todae...but sch was lyk hell little of pple? Sooooo mani of em nv cum larx...
It was damn borin in sch...aft recess, went down to 204 to find Nana & Yx...hang ard awhile den decided to go back to class...so Bernice, Hui Jean & I hide in de class room while de rest of em go to de others activities stations...Bernice & I slept through till 12pm lorx den we were released at 12.30...
Went Cs for lunch den rush back to sch for LC exam...damn borin lei...aft LC pei zx go market to hav his lunch...

Haiz...i realli feel veri moody these few days...realli dun feel lyk goin sch tml lorx! Haiz Haiz Haiz...ARGH i'm so CONFUSEDlarx! i dun even noe wad am i still hopin for now...if onli i had a heart made of steel so i wun hav ani feelins...when ever i saw tat pic i'll be will sooo jealous canns? i doin things which are so not lyk mi...ARGH i'm losin moi self!!! i realli dunno wad to do le except cryin in de nitex...i'm oready tryin moi veri veri best to be happi le but y am i still feelin so unhappi inside...OMG i realli realli dun understand moi self at all!

15th JULY 2007...
Daryl came down to moi church to mit mi at bout 1+...? went back to his house, wait for him to bathe den slacked der a while till bout 3? den went downstairs to wait for Yq, Dragon, Zhen You, && one other fren(i dunno his name lolx...) while waitin de guys kept smokin non-stop canns? one aft another...we waited for Zhen You for bout 40mins le...he's soooo late larx so we decided to go off 1st cos they wanna go loyang der 'pai pai'...lolx reached der waited for Zhen You againss...so they smoke againss -_-'''...hahax...Zhen You alight de cab at de wrong place den Dragon kept scoldin him 'lu chi' hahax...

We took a cab down to bedok market 85 der to eat dinner...Daryl's treatin us! 2 of their frens joined us der...so total of 8 of us sat down ate all de sambal cooked food...it was kind of hot larx...Dragon was sweatin lyk hell canns? saw him we were shocked larx! hahax...

Kind of enjoy goin out wif em...they are always foolin ard lyk goin out wif a bunch of kids damn cute & funni =)...

















*call mi stupid continuin hopin but i dun care...!

6:42 PM?




Saturday, July 14, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Hmmm...went BUGIS wif mummy & Watson...den Daryl kor came, mit us & shop wif us...lolx...I bought a pair of shoes & a shirt but de shirt Daryl pay for mi de...Yeah~
Daddy came down to pick is up for dinner...called Daryl to join us but he say nvm cos he still waitin for Yq...but i tink is more lyk he's shy lorx...hahax...nvm tml den mit up wif em for dinner!

Hmmm...Hmmm...nth much to post le...
moi house is still in a war-ing state & moi life isn't gettin ani better...HAIZ...
















*fairy tales or nitezmares?
10:03 PM?




Friday, July 13, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Haven been bloggin tis few days cos i've been realli no mood some more laptop down...SIANZ...
So, todae's sch was DAMN DAMN slack... aft sch went down east point to eat sushi wif Nana, Randall, Zx, Jerral, Vk, Jeff, Yx, Hj, Watson, Viv jie jie & Mi! We sat der till bout 6pm? den went down to TM to mit moi parents for dinner but i realli cannot eat le...& i'm realli SO SO BROKE le canns?!!!ARGH!!! all de buyin of presents realli causin mi to go bankrupt liaox... if onli money do realli drop down for de sky...-_-'''

Haiz troubles seems to follow mi where eva i go...one aft another...moi house too seems to be WW3 everyday some times i realli dun feel lyk goin hm cos all i could do is to hid in moi room & cry...i realli wonder how much longer can i hold on to...HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ...














*i need more strength...
-if onli SUPERMAN could gif mi his...
10:05 PM?




Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Haiz Bernice's not in sch again in class i'm lyk super SIANZ...i'm so tired cos of ytd's concert...moi laptop's down AGAIN...can things get ani worse? DAMN DAMN SIANZ!
I hate goin hm nowadays knowin no one's hm & i noe i'll be sittin by moi window starin out of it in deep tots again...but den again i wish tat i'm hm cos...smth...

10Th JULY 2007...
Hmmm...todae's a realli busy day...Aft sch went for oral...den rush hm to wash up den went back sch where Mr Goh fetched us to de CONFERENCE HALL...on his car we chatted a lot lyk some old frens lorx...we realli tok veri freely, some things i noe we wun nv tok outside tis car...lolx...He dropped us at Lau Pa Sai to hav our dinner 1st...den we walk der our self...
We were ask to assemble at hall 3 to wait for our event...i seriously hav to mood to perform canns? I suddenly wish tat tis wud end real soon...8.15pm...we were ask to move to de back stage to prepare...den a gal hu was younger den mi suddenly asked mi if i'm nervous, i was lyk hmmm...NOPE? but she seems realli realli nervous probably nv even perform in front so so mani pple be4 not to mention tat tis time de concert gort some veri impt pple attendin...lolx...by at 8.30pm our event ended we did not stay for de whole concert...so daddy came to fetched us bout 9pm? send Cai Juan hm den they decided to go GIANT to buy smth...i'm damn tired le but i jux go wif em larx... so...De BIG day's finnally over...!
*De conference hall...
*Shi hui & Cai juan...
*Cai juan & I in sch's blazer...lolx...


*Gosh i'm so tired le...
*GIANT...

*Pls tell mi wad to do...

4:18 PM?




Monday, July 9, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
I dunno wad de hell is wrong wif mi tis few days...lyin on moi bed from 6.30pm to 9pm but i juz can't slp...der's juz too mani things runnin through moi mind...mostly him i guessed...



Moi feelins are in such a mess now canns?! I'm juz so ANGRY & DISAPPOINTED & SAD larx!!!




HAIZ...i realli dunno wad to say le...der's nth much i can say le i guess..



















*i'm so lost...save mi...
9:58 PM?




Friday, July 6, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Hmmm...a veri tired day tryin, so hard to be happi...i juz kept smillin & smillin for nth...wynne tot i was siaox & said dunno i happi over wad while Nana ask mi izzit i & Simon ok le -_-''' hmmm nope...but is moi smile realli tat fake? but i noe as long as i kept on smillin no matter fake or real no one will ever noe moi true feelins...

Todae is Hui Jean's bd...we wanted to gif her a surprise so we prentended to 4get her bd in sch... But aft sch, i went hm to get Hui Jean's present den went down TM to mit Nana & Zx to collect de cake...So de 3 of us MRT-ed down to simei to wait for de others...Wynne & Xs was de latest larx...Yx was oready at Hui Jean's house being our ''SPY'' hahax...keepin us updated on wad & where they are...We silently reached her house lighted de candles & open her room door & ''SURPRISE!!!'' lolx...den de rest i lazy to type le...hang ard to bout 5+ den daddy called ask mi faster go hm cos nite still gort tuition...i was so tired so i took a cab hm lorx...

God daddy called ask mi to start tinkin of moi bd present now...but it's lyk a mth+ away larhx...
but tats of cos...cos he loved mi de most! I realli feel lyk tellin god daddy tis year realli no need to buy mi ani thin larx cos wad i wan is not $$$ can buy cos definately can't get it so no need waste $$$ but i noe God Daddy will still surely buy mi a present de...

Some pics we took...=)


*Hui Jean's bd cake...
*Cuttin cake...

*Looks lyk she goin shoppin yar? it's her presents larx...

*Openin openin~


*Randall & Nana...SWEET~
*hey hey!!!
*Wynne... *Mi & bd gal...=)
*We were surpposed to look formal?lolx...

*Mi & moi darlin...=x
*Ewww...dun u juz hate gays? hahax...










*Haiz...wad lies behind every smile?
-true happiness or jux plain sadness...?


10:15 PM?






Title of my lifestory:
Moi new song, new 歌词...
我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄,
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃我不想忘记你就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛我不说对不起,
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄,
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃我不想忘记你就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛我不说对不起,
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃我不想忘记你就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛我不说对不起...

7:11 PM?




Thursday, July 5, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Todae moi mood was totally GREY GREY GREY...Bernice's not in sch, Nana's mood was equally as bad as mine...wad's worse, i 4gort to brin moi scores 4 de rehearsal so i had to ran hm to take & O god i tink i juz broke a record larhx i ran back hm den ran back to sch in juz 20mins larx...
Mr goh fetched us to de CONFERENCE HALL for our rehearsal...it was damn bored can? we were more lyk watchin de performance rather den in it lorx...when everythin was over, daddy came to fetched us...

Made a promised tat startin tml i'll try moi best to be happi...back to moi old self even if it means to FORCE myself cos i noe it will be REALLI REALLI VERI difficult...So juz for tonitex dun comfort mi juz let mi cry or wad eva...Jux hate de weak mi...
Hope Nana will oso sort out her troubles soon too...remembered u told mi losin ur self was even worse den losin some1 precious although to mi i realli rather lose myself den some1 percious but i'll still try to find back ''MI'' so how bout u? && juz lyk u said, we'll always be der for u too juz lyk u've been der for us...!

Life suddenly seems so meaningless now...realli wonder why am i livin all these years...? izzit juz for de sake of livin? i realli dunno where to carry on from now...moi life is juz so messy...some time i realli tink tat if onli i had short term memory or kena car bang den lost memory or gotten some serious disease tat i'll be dyin soon...den maybe i wun be lyk now in tis damn terrible state or lookin down on myself bahx...Haiz...i tink i'm goin crazy...













*ARGH !!! Y does every little seems to remind mi of u...
-goin CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY...!!!

8:32 PM?




Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Hmmm...went sch todae but asked daddy to fetch mi hm bout 10.30am cos i was kind of sick or izzit de heart tat's sick...i guess it's both since it's linked...bernice was lyk''of cos will sick larhx... tis 2days nv slp some more last nitex nv eat dinner...'' i was lyk o yar horz i haven been eatin lorx... so i ate durin recess but i did not finish de food cos half way through i almost vomit everythin out larx...dunno wad's wrong wif mi but i noe for now i seriously can't stay in sch or i'll go CRAZY!!!....So daddy came, fetched mi hm...he asked mi where am i not feelin well i juz told him DE WHOLE BODY...den he saw moi swollen eyes & started naggin sayin muz be cos i keep usin de com & slpin late...i wanted to tel him can't he see i'm oready feelin not so gd so STOP naggin oready && stop blamin moi com le cos where gort pple see com see till eyes swollen de, is cos i cried larx...can he stop always blamin moi com jux becos he can't find a better reason to scold mi!

Reached hm saw his sms,askin mi if i'm sick...i seriously dunno shld be happi or sad at tat time...
On moi com yet starin out of moi window...i've been doin nth at all but starin out of moi window from morin till nitez...daddy scold mi siaox...

Guess tml will be another moodless day...Tml is de rehearsal which i've been lookin forward but now...i seriously dun feel lyk goin ani more even for de actual performance...but guess i juz can't back out lyk tat so tat left mi wif no choice...












*moi world is fallin into millons pieces...
-so where r u when u r needed...?
-empty promises agains...juz hate it...
10:22 PM?




Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Did not slp de whole nitez...called aaron bout 12am to pei mi tok...was lyk tokin & cryin at de same time...he did not ask mi ani thin bout wad happen juz kept tokin & comfortin mi while i was cryin...we were on de phone for bout an hour & through out de whole con i juz kept cryin...i was DAMN sad can?! i cant even open moi eyes in de morin but i still decided to wear contacts...
So i was in sch todae wif BIG RED PUFFY eyes...Nana was de 1st to noticed it & ask wad happen but i tot is nana too sensitive le cos i tot moi eyes wasn't realli tat bad...but durin mornin assembly, Mr Yong saw mi & ask mi wad happen to moi eyes, i juz told him not enuf slp...den back too class Mrs Mani keep starin at mi...be4 i went for D&T, she pulled moi hand & ask wad happen to moi eyes...so again i said not enuf slp she was askin "u sure?"...so i guess moi eyes are realli bad...

At D&T, i was damn tired & seriously no mood for D&T so i decided to slp but Mr Yong keep knockin on moi table to wake mi up so i can do moi work...i almost wanted shout at him shut up so i can get some slp i decided not cos Nana told him i'm sick...Wynne was veri concern bout mi so she SMS-ed mi & ask mi wad happen den she sent mi some surpposed to be encourin & comfortin SMS-es but de more they comfort mi de more i cried...i put moi head on de table so no one would notice but Nana saw it & patted moi head & told mi not to cry but i juz can't stop...den Mr Yong walked over wantin to wake mi up again but saw mi cryin den he ask Nana wad happen...so in de end he juz let mi slp...

Durin eng i slp again, Mrs Lee kept tryin to wake mi up but once again Nana helped mi sayin i was sick...so i slept through her 2 periods & another 1 period of chem...when i woke up i found moi self in tears again...ARGH....!!! went toilet wash up den went to de back of de class to find Bernice seems veri long since i sit wif her le...at 1st she tried comfortin mi but i cried again but i told her it's de contacts prob...so we chat bout other stuffs...

Aft sch Nana , wynne & mi sat in de canteen & waited for Xs go market for lunch...Aft i finish eatin, i went off 1st...went hm, mummy & watson are hm...reached hm i on de com & jux STONED in front of it, doin nth for bout 2h?den mummy caught mi cryin but i said i suddenly gotten a veri flu...luckily she believed it...Although i kept tellin every1 i was alritex but deep down inside i noe i'm not...i'm not even bit close to 'ok'...i realli tink tat i'm lyk a walkin ZOMBIE todae...I seriously need to get him off moi mind or i start cryin everytime i tink off him...& to those hu asked mi when i'm cuttin off moi tail, de ans is if i could i'll cut off now since it has lost it's meanin...guess Mrs Mani will be veri happi bah...

If moi life is divided into 3 parts(love, frens, family) den at least i'm 2/3 blessed am i not...so am i not surpposed to be happi? ARGH!!! WHERE'S GOD???











*Sad sad sad...
-true love is lyk ghosts which mani toks bout & few hav seen it...
7:42 PM?






Title of my lifestory:
我醒来你还在不在
虽然你说好了明天就要让你离开
我知道有些事情说不明白
剩下的思念那一天才能停下来
再多温柔再多等候都不足够
你不知道我有多么难受
我没有更多的要求只要你躺在我胸口像个孩子一样温柔
我没有更多的要求想给你我的所有
你却选择放手
你动人的笑容是最美的刀锋
每一次想起都隐隐作痛
你却太依赖我的宽容僵持了太久我不想再承受
再多温柔再多等候都不足够
你不知道我有多么难受
我没有更多的要求只要你躺在我胸口像个孩子一样温柔
我没有更多的要求想给你我的所有
你却选择放手
我在这里等
你一句我听见你一切就值得去回忆
我没有更多的要求只要你躺在我胸口像个孩子一样温柔
我没有更多的要求想给你我的所有
你却选择放手
你为什么放手...

4:45 PM?




Sunday, July 1, 2007

Title of my lifestory:
Todae aft church went TM's FISH & CO for lunch, daddy's treatin us...yummy~...
shop shop a while den we went hm...

Vivian jie jie called tel mi they goin PASIR RIS PARK cal mi go pei her...i was lyk -_-''' dunno go fer wad oso...but in de end i went...pullin moi bro along...hahax...
Reached der...they sat down & eat 1st...den de guys went to rent bicycles...jie jie said she wanna try fishin but her uncle onli had de rods in his car but no prawns(baits)...so jie jie's daddy went up to one of de uncle hu was fishin to spare us 2 prawns...& he actually did...!hahax...
jie jie's uncle showed us de proper way of fishin den all of em start to fight for de rod...jie jie's uncle told us not to stand so close to em when they are castin cos all no licenses de...hahax...

Den we went to block 400+ der to eat again (near jerral house der) lolx...den saw JJ but nv go say hi...-_-'''
Jie jie's daddy den fetch us hm...& tonite will be a veri peaceful nitez cos watson is stayin over at jie jie's house...too bad i can't stay cos tml gort tat STUPID piano lesson of mine...juz hate moi teacher...!onli makin mi dislike playin de piano more & more...if i fail moi exams den it's all ur fault!!!


*Jie jie's mummy & daddy...


*Tis gal is totally crazy can? hahax...


*Their 1st time...lolx...


*Wilson castin...but he looks more lyk dancin yar? hahax...


*Jie jie...de worse amg de 3 of em...lolx...


*Hey hey learn from de pro larhx...=x


*Waitin & waitin...why is der no fish...?


*Mini crab!


*Beautiful evenin yar?

*Hu's tis gay wearin moi hair clip...is wilson of cos...lolx...



30th JUNE 2007...

HAPPI BIRTHDAY SIMON...!

HAPPI BIRTHDAY POPO...!

hahax...so qiao lorx both moi dearest pple's bd is on de same day...! =x

10:04 PM?





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