♥Dandan 大小姐

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Title of my lifestory:

Did not slp de whole nitez...called aaron bout 12am to pei mi tok...was lyk tokin & cryin at de same time...he did not ask mi ani thin bout wad happen juz kept tokin & comfortin mi while i was cryin...we were on de phone for bout an hour & through out de whole con i juz kept cryin...i was DAMN sad can?! i cant even open moi eyes in de morin but i still decided to wear contacts...
So i was in sch todae wif BIG RED PUFFY eyes...Nana was de 1st to noticed it & ask wad happen but i tot is nana too sensitive le cos i tot moi eyes wasn't realli tat bad...but durin mornin assembly, Mr Yong saw mi & ask mi wad happen to moi eyes, i juz told him not enuf slp...den back too class Mrs Mani keep starin at mi...be4 i went for D&T, she pulled moi hand & ask wad happen to moi eyes...so again i said not enuf slp she was askin "u sure?"...so i guess moi eyes are realli bad...

At D&T, i was damn tired & seriously no mood for D&T so i decided to slp but Mr Yong keep knockin on moi table to wake mi up so i can do moi work...i almost wanted shout at him shut up so i can get some slp i decided not cos Nana told him i'm sick...Wynne was veri concern bout mi so she SMS-ed mi & ask mi wad happen den she sent mi some surpposed to be encourin & comfortin SMS-es but de more they comfort mi de more i cried...i put moi head on de table so no one would notice but Nana saw it & patted moi head & told mi not to cry but i juz can't stop...den Mr Yong walked over wantin to wake mi up again but saw mi cryin den he ask Nana wad happen...so in de end he juz let mi slp...

Durin eng i slp again, Mrs Lee kept tryin to wake mi up but once again Nana helped mi sayin i was sick...so i slept through her 2 periods & another 1 period of chem...when i woke up i found moi self in tears again...ARGH....!!! went toilet wash up den went to de back of de class to find Bernice seems veri long since i sit wif her le...at 1st she tried comfortin mi but i cried again but i told her it's de contacts prob...so we chat bout other stuffs...

Aft sch Nana , wynne & mi sat in de canteen & waited for Xs go market for lunch...Aft i finish eatin, i went off 1st...went hm, mummy & watson are hm...reached hm i on de com & jux STONED in front of it, doin nth for bout 2h?den mummy caught mi cryin but i said i suddenly gotten a veri flu...luckily she believed it...Although i kept tellin every1 i was alritex but deep down inside i noe i'm not...i'm not even bit close to 'ok'...i realli tink tat i'm lyk a walkin ZOMBIE todae...I seriously need to get him off moi mind or i start cryin everytime i tink off him...& to those hu asked mi when i'm cuttin off moi tail, de ans is if i could i'll cut off now since it has lost it's meanin...guess Mrs Mani will be veri happi bah...

If moi life is divided into 3 parts(love, frens, family) den at least i'm 2/3 blessed am i not...so am i not surpposed to be happi? ARGH!!! WHERE'S GOD???

*Sad sad sad...
-true love is lyk ghosts which mani toks bout & few hav seen it...

7:42 PM?