♥Dandan 大小姐

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Title of my lifestory:

Todae moi mood was totally GREY GREY GREY...Bernice's not in sch, Nana's mood was equally as bad as mine...wad's worse, i 4gort to brin moi scores 4 de rehearsal so i had to ran hm to take & O god i tink i juz broke a record larhx i ran back hm den ran back to sch in juz 20mins larx...
Mr goh fetched us to de CONFERENCE HALL for our rehearsal...it was damn bored can? we were more lyk watchin de performance rather den in it lorx...when everythin was over, daddy came to fetched us...

Made a promised tat startin tml i'll try moi best to be happi...back to moi old self even if it means to FORCE myself cos i noe it will be REALLI REALLI VERI difficult...So juz for tonitex dun comfort mi juz let mi cry or wad eva...Jux hate de weak mi...
Hope Nana will oso sort out her troubles soon too...remembered u told mi losin ur self was even worse den losin some1 precious although to mi i realli rather lose myself den some1 percious but i'll still try to find back ''MI'' so how bout u? && juz lyk u said, we'll always be der for u too juz lyk u've been der for us...!

Life suddenly seems so meaningless now...realli wonder why am i livin all these years...? izzit juz for de sake of livin? i realli dunno where to carry on from now...moi life is juz so messy...some time i realli tink tat if onli i had short term memory or kena car bang den lost memory or gotten some serious disease tat i'll be dyin soon...den maybe i wun be lyk now in tis damn terrible state or lookin down on myself bahx...Haiz...i tink i'm goin crazy...

*ARGH !!! Y does every little seems to remind mi of u...
-goin CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY...!!!

8:32 PM?