♥Dandan 大小姐

Friday, August 31, 2007

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**HAPPI BIRTHDAY JIA XIN JIE JIE!!!**

Aft sooo mani days of rushin tat stupid D&T folio of mine, todae finally handed it in although it's not realli completed but dun care le larx i'm realli tired of it le...so now i've time to blog le~

Aft sch celebration, went TM for lunch wif wynne, xs, hui yu & mani mani others...wanted to mit Nana but i need to rush hm so...too bad...reached hm helped moi uncle do some stuff den watch Youtube all de way cos moi stupid DVD player sot sot liaox so cant watch other shows...

Daddy & mummy reached hm quite early todae hmmm bout 5pm? Said they are brin us to Orchard for dinner we were lyk YES! Shoppin spree!~ lolx...when was de last time i went shoppin?hmmm i dun remember...-.-'''
We shopped Taka. Paragon onli...&& Taka was lyk havin sooo much sale lorx...so i bought a pair of EVERLAST's shoes, a KAPPA's t-shirt && a CHOMEL's bracelet...hahax...but wadeva watson wanna buy Mummy say NO! lolx...too bad den...
Den we went GAINT for supper! den head hm...
Had been slpin damn late every nitex in de past week so i'm now fcukin tired so may hav to slp more from now...

Hope u all enjoyed moi newly uploaded de song ''listen to ur heart''...=)

*Should i be pissed off or happi seein u doin so well...?

11:01 PM?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

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It's been quite a long time since i've updated...
i've been realli busy these days wif de STUPID DUMBASS D&T...
Especially tis week i'm lyk slpin at but 1+am everyday larx...damn tired...

Over these past weeks lots hav happened both happi & sad...
Happi : celebrated mummy's birthday, my birthday , & juz yesterday Yx's birthday....
Sad : over same old things...i tot i cud use work & busy-ness to get away from everythin but hu knows things gotten worse...
Daddy too hav been scoldin mi, sayin tat i've been gettin from bad to worse...
hmmm...daddy i noe i've change but sorri cos i'm not changin back to tat old yvonne for now, i'm realli tired of being some kind of GOOD GAL...i noe i'm a disappointment but de yvonne now doesn't care ani more...

Lots of feelings i'm havin now tat i've nv realli experienced be4...i finally gone through indescribable heartache, sleepless nites cryin, helpless, wantin to vanish...every1 seems to be leavin of my circle...de thought tat since i'll be dyin one day den wad for all is hardwork now?
since we're all dyin one day why not now?
Prelims are startin soon...guess i wun be studyin again...i seriously find no meanin in life now...how bout u tellin mi wad to do next?

*我讨厌那个拿得起放不下的我...

11:33 PM?

Friday, August 10, 2007

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Woke up quite early todae bout 7am ( in tears) ? cos u were in moi dreams again...realli can't take it le ARGH!!!

Mess ard wif moi blog until piano teacher come at bout 9.45?
Aft piano, God daddy && God mummy came to fetch mi && watson for lunch...

God daddy brought us to TM && treated us CAFE CARTEL!!! woah~it's damn nice...lolx...
Aft tat we went to shop for moi bd present...we went to Royal Sportin to look for sports shoes && i saw tis PUMA's which is realli nice...but too bad it's de last pair so we decided to go down to Marina Sq's PUMA's shop...but they dun have de size...God daddy asked de person to check for us if der are other outlets tat hav...they said VIVO i was lyk -.-''' && it cost lyk $100+??? woah~
I told God daddy nvm larx, still muz go till so far but he insist tat we go...
So we immediately went down juz to buy moi shoes!!! God daddy realli veri teng wo! Thx God daddy-u are de best...!
Since we are der we decided to shop shop ard...i shared dinner wif watson cos we were realli full due to all de cakes && drinks we had while shoppin =x...

Bout 8+ &&amp; we head hm...&& now i'm sittin here bloggin && chattin wif jerral hu kept askin mi to say moi probs while listenin to moi daddy naggin -.-'''
Lookin out of moi window, seein nth...

*I wish i cud vanish...

10:00 PM?

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

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9TH AUG 2007...
Hey! It's Singapore bd! HAPPI 42TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Wake up at 6am todae, mummy wanna go Botanic Garden...
Called moi 3rd aunt but juz as we were goin to leave de house, it started to rain damn heavily -.-''' but daddy say tis rain will stop in bout an hours time cos it's a man-made rain cos they did'nt wan it to rain when the parade is on...
so we went to kallang's Mac to eat our breakfast...&& sure enuf aft our breakfast de rain stopped!

Reached Botanic Garden bout 9am? but it's alrd filled wif pple lorx & i tot we'll e one of de earilest...?
We chat, walked, sing, laugh, ran, disiao one another, fed de fishes, saw swans, ducks, dogs, fishes, turtle && all de different kinds of trees & plants...
We left der at bout 11+, went Airport to have our lunch den we head hm...

God daddy reached Singapore at 2+ but i was unable to go fetch him so god mummy fetched him le den came our house...although not on de actual day but he came back to celebrate moi bd for mi, i'm realli touched && he bought new tw series drama for mi YEAH~ Thank You god daddy!!!
Slacked at moi house awhile den we went Changi Village for dinner & rush hm to ctach de parade...but its damn damn borin larx i actually watched till i doze off...

I'm realli afraid to slp cos u'll always hav ways to enter moi dreams...it's realli a torture...

6,7,8TH AUG 2007...
First i muz thx Jeff tat i pass moi chem...all credits goes to him for de last min teachin although i juz passed...but hey w/o him teachin den i confirm fail liaoz ritez =x...

Chinese lesson is lyk gettin more borin since der's no lesons so most of de time i either find moi self stone-ING or chattin wif Huiyu (& thx to her ghost stories i cant slp at nitez )... we were told to get back our O levels result for Chinese on mom but in de end dunno wad happen de results were not yet released...waitin~

Went sch todae, && of cos der were so mani of em hu skipped sch...wore sch uni to sch but changed into our newly made class tee...luckily bernice, zx, jeff, jerral they all did cum sch so i wun be tat bored lolx...
Durin de hall programme, we were sat in class 503 cos der wasn't space in our class...Nana sat beside Randall (of cos) hahax...
Bernice && i kept bullyin Zhen you- hittin him wif de stick-flag tat Zx brought? lolx...hu ask him to start disiaoz us first =x...

Aft sch-10.30am, went Mr. Prata for breakfast? lunch? Wif Nana, Randall, de three gays, Huiyu, Siew ling && mi...On de way der saw Jun wei && his fren...wonder where's Zhen an lolx...did enjoy moi meal wif em...Hui yu is realli a veri funni gal, always smilin && entertainin moi lame jokes...sometime it realli make mi wonder if tat she realli hav no prob or troubles? cos she's always cheerful, i've nv seen her troubled... or izzit tat she's realli gd at keepin her emotions? either which ways izzit, i realli wanna be lyk her...

Aft tat they went back sch but i went hm...supposed to be catchin a movie wif Hui jean in de afternoon but de tickets were all sold out...so i slacked at hm waitin for Wastson to cum back from sch...bout 2pm went down get things from simon den brin watson to TM to eat...at de bus stop i ran into Glenn...it's lyk so mani yrs tat we tok lorx...
Slacked awhile at Tm && Cs den we went hm le...tat place i realli shopped till veri veri sianz le..shop till i can even remember all de shops der larx!
On de way back saw Nas at de inter...

Came back, chatted wif Bernice on Msn...she's workin while chattin...she's been realli quiet tis pass few days? weeks? I'm realli worried for her...but it looks lyk der's nth much i can do...
Daddy came back to fetched us to East Point for dinner && to shop for some things...

I'm gettin to hate when nitex falls && hate moi self...dunno why i 'll tink alot espically in de nitex...all de gd && bad endin up cryin? but i tink i've cried till no tears le...how mani times when i felt lyk cryin but der's no tears? how mani time muz i force de tears out juz to make moi self to feel juz a little better? How mani times have i wake up in tears juz becos u were in moi dreams? how mani times when i looked into de mirror, askin de image is tat realli mi? && i juz simply walked away not wantin to look at it for another sec feelin TOTALLY disgusted...

I realli dun need ur fake comforts if ur comforts is juz wantin mi to tell u more bout moi probs feedin ur busybody-ness...cos i noe tat these probs to u are juz ani other story for u to enjoy but to mi they are so much more important...
&& to jerral, sorri for not tellin u everythin...let mi keep tis prob a secret-juz for tis time...i realli dun feel lyk lettin ani one noe includin u...hope u understand && stop askin mi le kk...lolx...

*Do u realli not noe?
or are u juz pretendin?
-it's realli hurtin!

8:56 PM?

Saturday, August 4, 2007

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Did not slp well last nitez cos tat matter kept flashin through moi mind...so in de end i gif up tryin to slp at bout 6am? O GOD i'm still feelin sooo down!!!

Waited for watson to finish his hw den mummy, Watson & i went down to Bugis...damn mani pple larx...settled god-daddy's present le...den shop shop ard bought quite mani things larx...
Daddy came to fetch us for dinner...can't decide where to eat so daddy drive us to BOTANIC GARDEN to eat...u noe eat wad? go der eat de food court lorx i was lyk -.-'''...Aft dinner walk ard a while...came across a lake called de Swan Lake...they do realli have swans in it larx but onli 2 nia...pathetic lei...
Den Zhen An called asked mi to pei him go 201 de mac to study sci...diaoz! too bad...lolx...

Den we went down to Orchard de Shaw House to shop again...realli bought lots of things lorx...hahax...
Vivian jie jie called, say wanna mit us at Mr. Prata...so no choice lorx we rush rush rush down, in de end we reach der 1st lorx...eat eat, chat chat till bout 10+ den we head hm le...

Der's a geo test on mon && i lyk study hmmm...nth yet??? gosh!
Realli goin crazy le...ARGH~!!!!!!

*i realli wish i cud vanish from tis world...
-juz leave mi alone, will u all?!

10:46 PM?

Friday, August 3, 2007

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Haiz...seriously no mood to blog now...

I'm so sorri...moi feelings are so terrible now i'm damn sad & guilty cos i can't do ani thin to help...
we are not lyk wad u used to be ani more i guess...u wun even tel mi now...
Haiz sorri sorri...

*好難受...
-god why did'nt u ans moi prayers=(

10:50 PM?