♥Dandan 大小姐

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Title of my lifestory:

It's been quite a long time since i've updated...
i've been realli busy these days wif de STUPID DUMBASS D&T...
Especially tis week i'm lyk slpin at but 1+am everyday larx...damn tired...

Over these past weeks lots hav happened both happi & sad...
Happi : celebrated mummy's birthday, my birthday , & juz yesterday Yx's birthday....
Sad : over same old things...i tot i cud use work & busy-ness to get away from everythin but hu knows things gotten worse...
Daddy too hav been scoldin mi, sayin tat i've been gettin from bad to worse...
hmmm...daddy i noe i've change but sorri cos i'm not changin back to tat old yvonne for now, i'm realli tired of being some kind of GOOD GAL...i noe i'm a disappointment but de yvonne now doesn't care ani more...

Lots of feelings i'm havin now tat i've nv realli experienced be4...i finally gone through indescribable heartache, sleepless nites cryin, helpless, wantin to vanish...every1 seems to be leavin of my circle...de thought tat since i'll be dyin one day den wad for all is hardwork now?
since we're all dyin one day why not now?
Prelims are startin soon...guess i wun be studyin again...i seriously find no meanin in life now...how bout u tellin mi wad to do next?

*我讨厌那个拿得起放不下的我...

11:33 PM?