♥Dandan 大小姐

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Title of my lifestory:

9TH AUG 2007...
Hey! It's Singapore bd! HAPPI 42TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Wake up at 6am todae, mummy wanna go Botanic Garden...
Called moi 3rd aunt but juz as we were goin to leave de house, it started to rain damn heavily -.-''' but daddy say tis rain will stop in bout an hours time cos it's a man-made rain cos they did'nt wan it to rain when the parade is on...
so we went to kallang's Mac to eat our breakfast...&& sure enuf aft our breakfast de rain stopped!

Reached Botanic Garden bout 9am? but it's alrd filled wif pple lorx & i tot we'll e one of de earilest...?
We chat, walked, sing, laugh, ran, disiao one another, fed de fishes, saw swans, ducks, dogs, fishes, turtle && all de different kinds of trees & plants...
We left der at bout 11+, went Airport to have our lunch den we head hm...

God daddy reached Singapore at 2+ but i was unable to go fetch him so god mummy fetched him le den came our house...although not on de actual day but he came back to celebrate moi bd for mi, i'm realli touched && he bought new tw series drama for mi YEAH~ Thank You god daddy!!!
Slacked at moi house awhile den we went Changi Village for dinner & rush hm to ctach de parade...but its damn damn borin larx i actually watched till i doze off...

I'm realli afraid to slp cos u'll always hav ways to enter moi dreams...it's realli a torture...

6,7,8TH AUG 2007...
First i muz thx Jeff tat i pass moi chem...all credits goes to him for de last min teachin although i juz passed...but hey w/o him teachin den i confirm fail liaoz ritez =x...

Chinese lesson is lyk gettin more borin since der's no lesons so most of de time i either find moi self stone-ING or chattin wif Huiyu (& thx to her ghost stories i cant slp at nitez )... we were told to get back our O levels result for Chinese on mom but in de end dunno wad happen de results were not yet released...waitin~

Went sch todae, && of cos der were so mani of em hu skipped sch...wore sch uni to sch but changed into our newly made class tee...luckily bernice, zx, jeff, jerral they all did cum sch so i wun be tat bored lolx...
Durin de hall programme, we were sat in class 503 cos der wasn't space in our class...Nana sat beside Randall (of cos) hahax...
Bernice && i kept bullyin Zhen you- hittin him wif de stick-flag tat Zx brought? lolx...hu ask him to start disiaoz us first =x...

Aft sch-10.30am, went Mr. Prata for breakfast? lunch? Wif Nana, Randall, de three gays, Huiyu, Siew ling && mi...On de way der saw Jun wei && his fren...wonder where's Zhen an lolx...did enjoy moi meal wif em...Hui yu is realli a veri funni gal, always smilin && entertainin moi lame jokes...sometime it realli make mi wonder if tat she realli hav no prob or troubles? cos she's always cheerful, i've nv seen her troubled... or izzit tat she's realli gd at keepin her emotions? either which ways izzit, i realli wanna be lyk her...

Aft tat they went back sch but i went hm...supposed to be catchin a movie wif Hui jean in de afternoon but de tickets were all sold out...so i slacked at hm waitin for Wastson to cum back from sch...bout 2pm went down get things from simon den brin watson to TM to eat...at de bus stop i ran into Glenn...it's lyk so mani yrs tat we tok lorx...
Slacked awhile at Tm && Cs den we went hm le...tat place i realli shopped till veri veri sianz le..shop till i can even remember all de shops der larx!
On de way back saw Nas at de inter...

Came back, chatted wif Bernice on Msn...she's workin while chattin...she's been realli quiet tis pass few days? weeks? I'm realli worried for her...but it looks lyk der's nth much i can do...
Daddy came back to fetched us to East Point for dinner && to shop for some things...

I'm gettin to hate when nitex falls && hate moi self...dunno why i 'll tink alot espically in de nitex...all de gd && bad endin up cryin? but i tink i've cried till no tears le...how mani times when i felt lyk cryin but der's no tears? how mani time muz i force de tears out juz to make moi self to feel juz a little better? How mani times have i wake up in tears juz becos u were in moi dreams? how mani times when i looked into de mirror, askin de image is tat realli mi? && i juz simply walked away not wantin to look at it for another sec feelin TOTALLY disgusted...

I realli dun need ur fake comforts if ur comforts is juz wantin mi to tell u more bout moi probs feedin ur busybody-ness...cos i noe tat these probs to u are juz ani other story for u to enjoy but to mi they are so much more important...
&& to jerral, sorri for not tellin u everythin...let mi keep tis prob a secret-juz for tis time...i realli dun feel lyk lettin ani one noe includin u...hope u understand && stop askin mi le kk...lolx...

*Do u realli not noe?
or are u juz pretendin?
-it's realli hurtin!

8:56 PM?