Friday, October 26, 2007
Title of my lifestory:
*It's XS & JERRAL...! (taken when u were at Tm =x)Yeah~ i'm prepared to fail moi O's le...de chem paper was lyk super damn damn hard yar?
i dun even understand was de FCUK de ques askin bout lorx so mani mani blanks i have leave hahax...
As for geo ne, i oso leave out lots of parts not written so hahax die lorx...=)
Actually promised to pei Daryl to go hospital der but i mornrin cannot go out so...sorri =x
Bout 12 pm went down city hall der but of cos i told mummy i was at a fren's house studyin larx hahax...Daryl came down to mit mi...went Suntec but can't find de thing i wanna buy so rush to Marina Sq but de shop not yet open so we to eat our lunch, rush back to shop bought de things den went to look for boxes but in de end still cant find de we rush back to Suntec && Q for Donut Factory den Mrt-ed back to Simei, rushin down to Randall house to study...
was supposed to reach by 3.3pm but i reaced at bout 4.30pm instead -.-''' zx, jerral, nana was alrd der le...xs joined us ltr...Zx & jerral actually intended to swim at Randall's place de but dunno y in de end did not, guess de gotten shy le bah =)
Was kindda rushin de whole day now moi legs are suan dao...dun even feel lyk movin le hahax...
Went East Point de KFC to settle our dinner but zx & mi didn't realli eat...juz drank water but zx's drink is super large de lorx...den daddy fetched mi & nana hm...
Hasn't been realli eatin/slpin well lately not sure why...&& i'm super tired now...
am mittin Yq & frens to study tml so *BOOM* i'm off to moi bed nows...nitex =)
*Although i'm smillin,
but it doesn't means i've recovered...
11:01 PM?
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Title of my lifestory:
So mit nana, jerral, zx, jeff for breakfast be4 reportin fer our science practical exams...
De chem paper was kinda difficult but de phy's was quite alrite...
Aft de papers, was lock up in de hall fer bout 2h...we gort real bored tat jerral zx jeff startin drawin their own SNAKE & LADDER...&& der's a part where Zx is forced to dance de chicken dance, it was super super pai seh cos we were in de middle of de hall but it's super super funni too! hahax...
Aft sch, waited fer Huiyu den went sch opp de kopitiam slack awhile be4 they decided to go near market der fer luch...aft lunch, slack awhile under void deck & all of em went hm...&& gosh it started rainin...while on moi way hm i decided to go down TM to buy things...so called jerral they all since they are still around...by de time i reached TM , i was totally soaked wif rain larx dunno y it started rainin so damn heavy when i was on moi way to TM...rain water was lyk drippin from every part of mi lolx~ && so now i'm kinda down wif a cold hahax...
Haiz...too mani things juz happened lately i dun even noe if i can cope all these...but despite of all these things i'm finally startin to try to be happi, if u noticed...although it's a bit late but i hope i did keep moi promise yar...
Der's so mani things inside mi now tat i dunno how long i can keep em...how i wish der's some1 now tat i can tok to but...dun wish to ma fan em guess they oso hav their own matter to fan bout...&& viv jie jie's A'levels cumin soon dun wanna disturb her && as fer moi personal diary, i realli dunno where he disappeared to le...
Tml will be goin back to sch again means tat another day to wake up early...but to mi it doesn't make much difference does it? =)
*So stronger && stronger i'll becum!!!
10:28 PM?
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Woke up super early tis mornin to pei nana go downstairs joggin...but instead i roller blade cos i too lazy to ran hahax...Title of my lifestory:
Washed up den daddy drive us to GIANT for breakfast...they decided to have hot plate for dinner so called moi 3rd aunt & her family over too...so de whole mornin we were lyk goin for a marketing marathon larx goin to some different market one aft another to buy de stuff for de hot plate...
Went hm realli slacked all de way...den while mummy's preparin de food she cut her finger wif de chopper...OMG de flesh came out lorx...blood was oso gushin out non-stopped...daddy faster help mummy applied med...it realli scares mi lorx...mummy almost fainted must be due to de pain...O GOSH...
Bout 5.30pm they arrived...& we start our hotplate yeah~
*Will tis be wad we look lyk when we grow old? -full of white hair=x
12TH OCT 2007...
Tis few days i'm lyk so totally down...i'm not sure wad's goin on wif mi either...i'm lyk always givin tat shit face in sch although i've alrd tryin so hard to look normal trust mi it's harder den i tot...it looks lyk everythin seems to bored mi, no urge & strength to do ani thin everythin juz seems to unimportant all of a sudden even de once so IMPT O'levels now seems...i dunno?
Haiz wad eva it is i wish it disappear fast i'm so sick of feelin moody...
Actually wanted to skip sch todae && surprisingly even mummy had given her constant larx! but in de end i still decided to go sch...since it's de last day...
it was quite alrite actually juz de part where tat EE had his speech...aft tokin bout 10mins he den said he's goin read his actual speech...i & nana was lyk *ARGH*...his speech was god damn borin tat nana & i was lyk kind of entainin ourself instead...
Aft his speech, all class leaders were called upon de stage to receive a ''award'' for their ''hard work'' lolx~
followed by us students, were called one by one to get our folder & shake hands wif our form teachers...aft a touchin graduate & sch song we were released from sch...
Decided to go TM wif nana they all for breakfast...We went MAC & Xs & Darren joined us aft not long...was kind of on de phone de whole day cos of some STUPID prob wif moi piano teacher bout moi exams dates HAIZ~
Shop shop ard TM & CS a while den head hm...slack slack a bit den decided to tel mummy bout moi prelims marks...she did not scold, did not nag, she juz shook her head...
Bout 3.30pm 3rd aunt came down to fetch mummy, Watson & mi to moi smallest uncle house to c his new born PRINCESS!!! aft lots & lots of discussion, they decided to name her ITZEN...unique name rite =)
But it's realli saddenin tat she had a birth mark on her left cheek awww...she a gal some more...
*Moi lil Princess Itzen! awww isn't she juz cute =x
*Slpin so soundly...how i wish i cud be lyk her...All tis while i keep tink i can be strong tat i can stop cryin alrd but now i noe i'm so wrong not onli i'm so weak, all tis while i've chose to run away from all moi probs...i told myself i can realli dun care on how all de others tinks bout mi, tat i can oso dun care de expectations of my parents hav for mi, tat i can oso not tink & fan bout de friendship i once treasure sooo much, tat i can actually forget him...
But de ugly truth is tat all of de above i cant achieve & i'm damn FUCKIN useless & all i can do is either run away or cry...god grant mi strength pls!
*I wanna grow stronger!!!
7:28 PM?
