Saturday, October 13, 2007
Woke up super early tis mornin to pei nana go downstairs joggin...but instead i roller blade cos i too lazy to ran hahax...Title of my lifestory:
Washed up den daddy drive us to GIANT for breakfast...they decided to have hot plate for dinner so called moi 3rd aunt & her family over too...so de whole mornin we were lyk goin for a marketing marathon larx goin to some different market one aft another to buy de stuff for de hot plate...
Went hm realli slacked all de way...den while mummy's preparin de food she cut her finger wif de chopper...OMG de flesh came out lorx...blood was oso gushin out non-stopped...daddy faster help mummy applied med...it realli scares mi lorx...mummy almost fainted must be due to de pain...O GOSH...
Bout 5.30pm they arrived...& we start our hotplate yeah~
*Will tis be wad we look lyk when we grow old? -full of white hair=x
12TH OCT 2007...
Tis few days i'm lyk so totally down...i'm not sure wad's goin on wif mi either...i'm lyk always givin tat shit face in sch although i've alrd tryin so hard to look normal trust mi it's harder den i tot...it looks lyk everythin seems to bored mi, no urge & strength to do ani thin everythin juz seems to unimportant all of a sudden even de once so IMPT O'levels now seems...i dunno?
Haiz wad eva it is i wish it disappear fast i'm so sick of feelin moody...
Actually wanted to skip sch todae && surprisingly even mummy had given her constant larx! but in de end i still decided to go sch...since it's de last day...
it was quite alrite actually juz de part where tat EE had his speech...aft tokin bout 10mins he den said he's goin read his actual speech...i & nana was lyk *ARGH*...his speech was god damn borin tat nana & i was lyk kind of entainin ourself instead...
Aft his speech, all class leaders were called upon de stage to receive a ''award'' for their ''hard work'' lolx~
followed by us students, were called one by one to get our folder & shake hands wif our form teachers...aft a touchin graduate & sch song we were released from sch...
Decided to go TM wif nana they all for breakfast...We went MAC & Xs & Darren joined us aft not long...was kind of on de phone de whole day cos of some STUPID prob wif moi piano teacher bout moi exams dates HAIZ~
Shop shop ard TM & CS a while den head hm...slack slack a bit den decided to tel mummy bout moi prelims marks...she did not scold, did not nag, she juz shook her head...
Bout 3.30pm 3rd aunt came down to fetch mummy, Watson & mi to moi smallest uncle house to c his new born PRINCESS!!! aft lots & lots of discussion, they decided to name her ITZEN...unique name rite =)
But it's realli saddenin tat she had a birth mark on her left cheek awww...she a gal some more...
*Moi lil Princess Itzen! awww isn't she juz cute =x
*Slpin so soundly...how i wish i cud be lyk her...All tis while i keep tink i can be strong tat i can stop cryin alrd but now i noe i'm so wrong not onli i'm so weak, all tis while i've chose to run away from all moi probs...i told myself i can realli dun care on how all de others tinks bout mi, tat i can oso dun care de expectations of my parents hav for mi, tat i can oso not tink & fan bout de friendship i once treasure sooo much, tat i can actually forget him...
But de ugly truth is tat all of de above i cant achieve & i'm damn FUCKIN useless & all i can do is either run away or cry...god grant mi strength pls!
*I wanna grow stronger!!!
7:28 PM?
