Saturday, May 31, 2008
30TH OF MAY...Title of my lifestory:
Had a serious headache in sch it was freakin pain larx lyk moi head can bust lorx even every step i take de pain in moi head wud blink one time.FREAK sia...
Went down to PENI after sch to change de jackets. I was alrd damn damn tired lorx tat i can even fall aslp when i standin in de MRT train lorx damn PS sia...
&& as fer moi mood now...i realli dun feel lyk sayin ani thin currently... i can onli say its grey, grey, grey...
TODAY...
Boring day indeed~ stayed hm de whole day lorx kuku...seriously gort nth to do sia I'M ROTTIN MAN!!!
Wad can i write about when i'm hm all day man Sianzzz...
But hey! holidays are finally here means i'll be able to mit up wif moi bunch of monkeys!!! *lookin forward* hahas...
Photos taken on friday!!!
*hello hello???
*banana choco!
*Crazy???
*MUACKZZZ =x
*Hmmm Hmmm...
*Opps!!!
*Threesome!!! =)*Holidays are finally here =)
3:39 PM?
Thursday, May 29, 2008
After UT i was quite sianz liaos cos it was super damn difficult lorx i nv finish lots of ques sia. Lesson today was totally nonsense larx it's lyk juz BORING~ plus i super dun lyk tis kuku Faci man.Title of my lifestory:
& im so pissed off by moi lappy, i seriously dunno wtf is wrong wif it larx!!! I wasted moi most of my break time at IT helpdesk larx so fer de whole day i onli ate a waffle & a cup of bubble tea i was lyk super hungry man! thx arx laptop!
I tink moi mood is starting to change fer de better( i hope =x ) thx to some noisy classmates i have lols...but moi confidence is not back yet.I tink i totally flunk today's presentation lorx i lyk keep sayin ''erm erm erm'' "ah ah ah" and moi voice was shakin larx. FREAK!
After sch was surpposed to go down to PENI but tat stupid uncle say dun have size 'S'. But i freakin tel him i wan a 'S' ytd larx & i oso say will e cumin down 2dae he say okies okies den...freak larx. So will be goin down tml instead i guess.
So train-ed back hm wif Carissa. It was super funni man. I lyk keep takin photos of her larx. I lyk keep repeatin ''next colour! next colour!" wahahahas see diff colours of carissa way below =X
they are all moi master pieces OKIES!!! hahas...
*mi in black!!!
in normal colour
*&& in de super bright (&& tis is so candid larx taken by moi bro =x)
*was taken by carissa!
*tis is lyk super style larx thx to mi though lols...
10:42 PM?
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Title of my lifestory:
*Random pic =)Hmmmm lets see, today's lesson was maths & its freakin hard larx. When de other grp were presenting i was freakin confused larx i fuckin dun understand a single thing larx i simply HATE probability larx.
Hmmmm to my surprise, moi mood today was quite okies although not totally high but at least better den de last few days i felt more energy in mi. hope it means i'm gettin moi confidence back lols...but der's still quite lots of things on moi mind nows haiz...
After sch went PENISULAR wif ah gong & danny. These two are super funni de larx espcially ah gong he's lyk de potential joker canns lols...was laughing all de way from woodlands to city hall lorx.Den we had dinner at Mac & in de end i lyk laugh till i cry lorx. I tel u it was super funni larx!
I actually so wanna gif up on you liaos cos i'm lyk super tired of it lers but after ytd i saw a glime of hope therefore i decided to gif it one last try so pls pls pls dun disappoint mi okies. Dun gif mi hope lers den push mi back to hell.
*Dun disappoint mi pls...
11:02 PM?
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Title of my lifestory:
*neerdy us!!! Church was quite boring today. I tink i was too tired larx. After church went PENISULAR to get moi jeans & bro gotten some guitar stuff.
Mit Nana, Jerral, Jeff, Zx fer dinner opp wynne's house. As usual, Zx was late agains. Went over to nana's house fer a mahjong session it was super funni larx. Jerral was super duper lame shit larx. He's such a joker man. wahahahas...Den played black jack a while && walked hm at bout 10pm! wahahahs...i miss nana!!! =x
I'm giving up now i'm lyk so tired of tryin ani more. I'm both mentally & physically tired alrd. Haven beens slpin well fer de pass days. And de faster way to get mi to slp is to cry. Have been cryin myself to slp den. Its been quite a long time since i've did tis lers.
Every1 pls dun ever comfort or say tat u'll help mi when u are not 100% sure u can do it cos it'll bring mi hope den push mi down to hell again.So pls dun let mi carry ani hopes ani more cos it'll juz make mi more sad.
*I'm forcin myself to cry now...
10:35 PM?
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Well carissa, carmen & mi decided tat all gals shld wear dress today but in de end carissa nv wear oso lols...Class was lyk super boring larx (or izzit juz mi & moi bad mood?) except fer 3rd meetin where we have to get our butts movin! AND......three cheers for not havin 6P today!!! wahahahas =)Title of my lifestory:
After sch hejiang, G & mi went to PENISULAR to order de jackets. De size of de jackets are lyk BIG larx cant imagine tat i can fit into S larx hahas...Walked ard Funna mall den mrt-ed back hm...
Smth is seriously wrong wif mi its lyk in these few days if u say smth tat its not true or misunderstood mi even if its kiddin, i'm tellin u moi tears are alrd on de way O GOSH! cant believe i'm such a weakling! If its de old mi i surely wud fight towards de end so wad's happening now? Cant believe by loosin of moi confidence turn mi into such timid person SHEESH MAN!
Now even in class i felt out of place. Was tinkin maybe if one day i juz disappered out of de class i bet no one wud even noticed larx wahahahas...so continued to blast music in moi ears so tat i cant hear ani thin tat is happenin in de class. Lookin ard de class i see all of em movin ard & juz by lookin at their movements onli w/o sound and de blastin of moi songs, EVERYTHIN in front of moi eyes looked sooooo unreal...
Well der's a song now tat can describe exactly wad moi feelins & thoughts are:
'LING'
从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间
宁愿孤独懒的再去想谁
俩个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭
(谁错谁对为谁抱歉)
不会再哭
(谁错谁对为谁憔悴)
走入零度空间等到一切分裂
就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天
新的明天 ...
&& i guess we camwhore in class today wahahahs!!!
*If u have seen ''MI'' pls tel her to cum back to mi pls!!!
12:09 AM?
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Title of my lifestory:
*Moi ''husband'' & mi =x
*We look bloody innocent dun we hahas...
*Tis is lyk so us...
*us uS...
*us US...
*uS US...
*&& US US agains wahahahas...
*Clement & mi yeah...Took bus to woodlands today wif manfred lols...we took 168!!!hahas...
Hmmm class was super boring today didnt realli tok in de first 2 meeting.But presentation was quite funni larx.
Aunty carmen said tat i was runnin away from de probs well i must agree wif her i guess...
i suddenly gotten tired of everythin & i dunno why...Tired of class, food, people, basically EVERYTHING!!!
To seperate myself from de world i started blasting music so tat i wun noe wad's goin on in moi surroundings...
Went AMK hub after sch to mit daddy they all fer dinner...took train wif carmen & carissa & ran into tendious while on de train hahas...After dinner headed hm bahs since der's sch tml which means another super sianz day. But i tink i rather go to sch instead of stayin hm alone so tat i wun have de time to tink so much i guess...
* ''POOF!'' i'm disappering...
10:53 PM?
