Saturday, May 24, 2008
Well carissa, carmen & mi decided tat all gals shld wear dress today but in de end carissa nv wear oso lols...Class was lyk super boring larx (or izzit juz mi & moi bad mood?) except fer 3rd meetin where we have to get our butts movin! AND......three cheers for not havin 6P today!!! wahahahas =)Title of my lifestory:
After sch hejiang, G & mi went to PENISULAR to order de jackets. De size of de jackets are lyk BIG larx cant imagine tat i can fit into S larx hahas...Walked ard Funna mall den mrt-ed back hm...
Smth is seriously wrong wif mi its lyk in these few days if u say smth tat its not true or misunderstood mi even if its kiddin, i'm tellin u moi tears are alrd on de way O GOSH! cant believe i'm such a weakling! If its de old mi i surely wud fight towards de end so wad's happening now? Cant believe by loosin of moi confidence turn mi into such timid person SHEESH MAN!
Now even in class i felt out of place. Was tinkin maybe if one day i juz disappered out of de class i bet no one wud even noticed larx wahahahas...so continued to blast music in moi ears so tat i cant hear ani thin tat is happenin in de class. Lookin ard de class i see all of em movin ard & juz by lookin at their movements onli w/o sound and de blastin of moi songs, EVERYTHIN in front of moi eyes looked sooooo unreal...
Well der's a song now tat can describe exactly wad moi feelins & thoughts are:
'LING'
从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间
宁愿孤独懒的再去想谁
俩个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭
(谁错谁对为谁抱歉)
不会再哭
(谁错谁对为谁憔悴)
走入零度空间等到一切分裂
就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天
新的明天 ...
&& i guess we camwhore in class today wahahahs!!!
*If u have seen ''MI'' pls tel her to cum back to mi pls!!!
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