♥Dandan 大小姐

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Title of my lifestory:

I'm bored! FUCKIN BORED MAN~ its lyk holidays & why am i either hm or left wif nth to do?

When i gort nth to do, i noe i tend to tink alot. & these few days i found out / figured out smth and it SERIOUSLY pulled de confidence tat i'm slowly gainin back these few day DOWN DOWN DOWN.

Suddenly everythin ard mi seems so fake: de concern given by frens, their smile, their promises, de words from their mouth, their companionship etc... i noe some might be true from their hearts but even tat i noe tis fact i cant help juz findin everythin veri fake... sorri peeps!

I feel veri veri insecure realli & i dunno why. I'm such a weaklin i might as well juz die man...

I felt tat moi existence on tis world isnt impt at all, everythin seems so meaningless juz lyk a chase after de sun so LORD pls hold moi hand & lead mi back to ur side will u?

Tml is class chalet && i'm startin to have 2nd tots of whether i shld go or not. I seriously dun wanna spoil their mood u noe. If i'm goin, i promise i'll try moi best to keep moi smile on.

Though i hate to let other pple to see tat weak side of mi but moi frens always say tat i seriously cant hide ani thin cos when i'm not happi its damn obvious since i'll be super quiet & everythin will be written on moi face so wad can i do?

*LORD brin mi back to ur side!

8:27 PM?