Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Title of my lifestory:
Sometimes VON feels just so lost...
sometimes she looks at you and feels just so so blessed to have you by her side
but sometimes she was thinkin tat if onli she haven known you at all...
(becos she felt scared, hurt, disappointed)
sometimes she feels tat you treat her real good
but sometime she feels so u're so unfair...
sometimes she feels so close to u
yet u seems so far...
sometimes she can just laugh at smth like nothing cud stop her at all
but sometimes she looks at you and she juz wanna cry...
sometimes she looks at de mirror and feel tat her life is de best in de world
but sometimes she just feels tat humans are de ugliest creatures...
sometimes she feels she has so much strength in her tat she cud complete ani thing
but sometimes she just feel so weak and helpless...
sometimes she is jealous, she is envy
sometimes she felt tat it juz wasn't fair
sometimes she juz felt so left out tat her presence wasn't needed at all
sometimes she juz feel lyk givin up
sometimes she juz felt lyk dying
she’s tryin to cover up her sadness & weakness behind her ‘smiles’
did u notice?
why some people can get it so easily but she’s striving & yet barely gettin der?
why isn't people puttin in more effort to make her life better,
to make her feel happi, to make her feel tat her presence is needed...
But she is happi tat she has a bunch of good frens hu stayed by her side
trust mi she's realli moved
tat she could tear-ed juz by de thought of it.
and she wanna say a big THANK YOU fer makin her life a little tiny better =)
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Title of my lifestory:
Firstly...
HAPPI BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!Super duper freaking tired today. I tink moi whole body aching lorx but its worth it wahahahs~
Maths lesson today and i tot i cud lyk fell alsp in class liaos lorx goshness it was super borin!!! or was i super shag? i tink i can even slp while standin canns wahahas~
Kinda just realised smth. thinkin back now, i realised tat der was tis guy hu realli cann affect moi mood man hahas! SO now i'm confused cos i oso dunno why? its not lyk i noe him veri long lyk few years? I dun tink even daryl or jerral tat grp has de power to affect mi tat much larx! Recalling back now, der were so mani times moi mood (both gd & bad) changes becos of him wahahahas~
Does tat means tat tis fren is veri impt to mi? i seriously dunno tats why i'm confused!
SO wad makes him so powerful? Izzit his words? actions?
Hmmmmm i seriously dunno but its okies cos i dun mind! its not a bad thing though
He brought mani laughter and i enjoyed havin fun wif him. Tats wads most impt wasn't it wahahahas!!!
Currently still thinkin shld i go ice-skating again wif em on TUESDAY.
i tink tis time more of em will go but but but hu knows?
*Was snapshot-ed by carissa!
*I wanna go ice-skating agains!