Friday, August 15, 2008
Title of my lifestory:
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天不会变的更好...U guys said u were my frens but how mani of u have been der when i need u guys?
how mani of u has been always supportive towards wad i do?
puttin mi in an impt place in ur heart, hear mi out?
SO how mani of u has been a 'steady' fren?
Just one word, one look, no hesitation...
Well looks lyk i've none, maybe one?
thx jolvean...
Best friends? good frens?
i finally realised its makes no diff if i treat em as my best frens or not cos its onli wad i tink, they might not tink de same way.
i cud gif em my everythin, treat em de best tis i'm so guaranteed
it might not be de best to em but at least i noe its de best i have given
better den my family & every1 elses...
perhaps i've put too much trust in de word 'frens' or perhaps i've expected too high from em.
its my fault den? sorry...
so how much disappointments have i encounter before i learn moi lesson?
on de surface it looks lyk i have many friend but actually i've none?
how contradicting, how pathetic...
*tryin to get used to de life without u...