♥Dandan 大小姐

Friday, August 1, 2008

Title of my lifestory:

Nana u lucky dumbass why u go ani how highlight lols...now moi pervious's post secret is being found out by euu!!! It wasn't supposed to be found out by ani one larx goshness!!! wahahahahas =x

Wanted to pon class today but nana isn’t free so i just be a gd gal and stayed in class. I tink i only speak lyk bout 3 sentences of words in class today? Been super quite today but its gd rite?

During de 2nd break, went causeway alone cos i’m feeling super moody and frustrated so decided to walk to CW to clear my thoughts. On moi way der i’ve thought bout it alot.
GOSH the feelin of standin on de overhead bridge & lookin down is lyk so wonderful tat i tot i cud just stand fer de rest of moi life.
It feels lyk i was in a game or story seeing cars and pple passin by...but i noe i gort to return back to reality and it sucks.

Recently i need moi personal journal very much but i scared i’m disturbing him so i cud only turn to moi blog. Even blogging seems difficult nowadays it is always accompanied by tears Goshness.

Super tired is what i am now,

Being alone is wad i need,

Crying is wad i’m thinkin of,

Tears are wad i’m holding back,

Guilty, disappointment is wad i’m feeling,

Forgiveness is wad i ask for,

Leave is wad i shld do,

Being normal is wad i want,

Seeing happiness is wad i dun need now,

Jealous,envy is wad i must get rid of,

Truths are wad buried inside mi,

Emotions are wad i’m hiding,

Spare tyre is wad i tink i am,

Nana & wynne are who i wish to see now,

Standing up strong is wad i must,

Falling down is wad i can't

all these i noe but...

*So save mi...

3:39 PM?