Monday, April 27, 2009
Aww i'm seriously exhausted.Title of my lifestory:
every tues i feel like i'm fighting a battle of life and death
the things we studied is seriously difficult larx
so do i learnt ani thing after de lesson? HELL NO!
i'm totally blank, clueless & catching no balls.
is tis how i'm gonna be fer de rest of de weeks? I'm worried.
*i nid some motivations...
9:47 PM?
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Title of my lifestory:
''ITS REALLI DIFFICULT''
-Sci's realli giving me big heads and definitely not a good time.
Ytd's lesson was difficult enuf yet today's was 100 times sooo WORSE!
A class of 25 students yet i'm de onli 2nd yr & de rest were 3rd year's
it was bad enuf tat all de 3rd yr (which oso means de entire class?) actually knew alrd each other
but i dun FUCK*** understand what de discussion is about larx, i seriously DON'T.
so many BIG BIG words (all de sci terms) they uses and i sit der totally catching no balls
fer de 1st time i felt scared, no is TERRIFIED...
i felt soooo freaking helpless like i'm stranded alone wif nth in de middle of nowhere...
i realli feel lyk packing up and left fer home but i noe i cant possible do tat fer 15 weeks rightsss?
SO, fighting back moi tears and i manage to finish de lesson wif much tiredness
& totally STRESSED-up...
it was bad enuf tat all de 3rd yr (which oso means de entire class?) actually knew alrd each other
but i dun FUCK*** understand what de discussion is about larx, i seriously DON'T.
so many BIG BIG words (all de sci terms) they uses and i sit der totally catching no balls
fer de 1st time i felt scared, no is TERRIFIED...
i felt soooo freaking helpless like i'm stranded alone wif nth in de middle of nowhere...
i realli feel lyk packing up and left fer home but i noe i cant possible do tat fer 15 weeks rightsss?
SO, fighting back moi tears and i manage to finish de lesson wif much tiredness
& totally STRESSED-up...
Thinking tat things was at least over fer today, de quiz & RJ prove mi wrong.
from de time i reach hm till now (10.30pm) tat i finally completed both quiz & RJ!
and since i was all stressed-up and tired, daddy & i kept quarrelling -der were so mani times i was so close to tears
i'm totally exhausted now..............................................................
PLEASE dun ever remind mi bout today, i dun even wanna remember ani of it...
10:04 PM?
Friday, April 17, 2009
Happy B'dae Watson =)))Title of my lifestory:
10:44 PM?
Monday, April 13, 2009
Title of my lifestory:
hmmm went down to Hejiang's grandparents funeral after church ytd.
G & binglong was supposed to reach at 2+ but in de end G reached at 4+? kuku him.
binglong went off earlier so fer de rest off de night de both of us were kinda self-entertaining wif hejing's bro lols. Was abit sorri since cant help wif ani thing lols.
Stayed till bout 10pm, daddy came to pick mi up =) was dead tired.
Sleepless nights seems to here to stay so am still O SO DEAD TIRED now haiz.
i feel like i haven't been sleeping in like THOUSAND years?
argh ''sleepless nights'' pls go away i realli longed fer a sleep in peace.
Well seems sch reopening soon, got to enjoy while i still can =x
7:51 PM?
