♥Dandan 大小姐

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Title of my lifestory:

''ITS REALLI DIFFICULT''
-Sci's realli giving me big heads and definitely not a good time.

Ytd's lesson was difficult enuf yet today's was 100 times sooo WORSE!

A class of 25 students yet i'm de onli 2nd yr & de rest were 3rd year's
it was bad enuf tat all de 3rd yr (which oso means de entire class?) actually knew alrd each other
but i dun FUCK*** understand what de discussion is about larx, i seriously DON'T.
so many BIG BIG words (all de sci terms) they uses and i sit der totally catching no balls
fer de 1st time i felt scared, no is TERRIFIED...
i felt soooo freaking helpless like i'm stranded alone wif nth in de middle of nowhere...

i realli feel lyk packing up and left fer home but i noe i cant possible do tat fer 15 weeks rightsss?
SO, fighting back moi tears and i manage to finish de lesson wif much tiredness
& totally STRESSED-up...

Thinking tat things was at least over fer today, de quiz & RJ prove mi wrong.
from de time i reach hm till now (10.30pm) tat i finally completed both quiz & RJ!
and since i was all stressed-up and tired, daddy & i kept quarrelling -der were so mani times i was so close to tears
i'm totally exhausted now..............................................................

PLEASE dun ever remind mi bout today, i dun even wanna remember ani of it...

10:04 PM?