♥Dandan 大小姐

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Title of my lifestory: outside always look fine-er than the inside

Feeling lousy lousy lousy. maybe due to de things tat happened recently.
before i knew, 'doubtful', 'uneasiness', 'insecurity', 'emptiness' has alrd crept in
it made me thought lots & lots,
Will everything be alright?

Have things started to change?

Was it me tat have not done good enough?
Wad should i do?
thoughts like these kept running through my mind and to continue acting as normal, its a torture.
i assured and reassured me over and over again telling myself everything would be alright but wud it be?
when i needed someone i wouldnt find any, when i needed assureance you didnt clear my doubts.
not sure of wad to do next, feels like i'm at my wits end... its scary.

*i'll be fine. because i'm strong?

9:50 PM?

Monday, December 28, 2009

Title of my lifestory:

its close to 12.30am yet I still cant slp

argh feeling somehow cold and empty inside (ya ya its prolly just de air-con)

I sound like some lonely old hag -gosh

The voice I missed -I heard it for less den 30mins

The face I wanna see -yet I couldn’t see fer 5 days

Wad is tis man, feeling a little wincy tiny down oh well guess I’ll just try to go back to slp

Nights people, Tata =/

*P.S: i've just finished de friendship band i've promised

now my hands are like suan only but its alrights =)

12:09 AM?

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Title of my lifestory:

*took by chin hui as usual lols!

Boring Day. Church-ed as usual.
Woke up abit earlier cos daddy working today. Went through the weekly routine wake up, bathe, fishball noodles fer breakfast, go church blah blah blah...Sian...
Baby working today means he wake up early=gort pple pei mi msg during my church hahas!
but am still bored and tired Weeeeeeeee~

After church went down to TM fer lunch, get bro's school shoes, head home.
msg baby awhile before i fell aslp lols had been utterly tired de whole day sia.
woke up at 6pm head down to Grandma's house, daddy thought he feeding pigs eh, packet lots of food up sia in de end we realli eat like pigs trying to finish up de food -.-'''

tml need to go down to school fer some briefing on the school open house thing i tink.
how good if i cud choose not to go i rather go down town to mit baby fer dinner sia argh
wun be meeting baby fer 5 days sia like longgggggggggggggggg only.
will be missing my baby boy =)

*米修,米修 baby boy...

9:42 PM?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Title of my lifestory: A new start...

With a new blogskin & a new blog add, i'm ready to revive my blog lioas Weeeeeeeeeee:D
Starting wif the most recent events! Christmas Eve & Christmas itself.

25.12.2009-It's......Christmas Day!
Tired tired tired.
After Baby, Wynne & Kenneth left fer home, went back to slp till bout 4pm?
Bathed, prepared and head down to Pearl's house for her birthday party.
Izzit a good thing or bad to have ur bd on de same day as Christmas cos it also means tat you'll get one present lesser lols!

Well since we are relatives of her's, we were there more like helping out instead of attending a party but oh well its still quite enjoyable thou.

24.12.2009-Christmas Eve=)

Outing with my bunch of peeps Weeeeeee~
Lols Wynne, Ken & Baby came over to put their stuffs den we headed down to town =)
Was supposed to mit bernice & yoyo der at 2pm? instead by de time we mit up it was like 3plus 4?
Walked ard de new shopping centre(Somerset 313) awhile before we went down to Clark Quay(liang court) to have our dinner
With delicious food and a price of similar to Aston's, i simply love the food there hahas!

Bused down to Downtown East, mit Jerral & Huijean der fer our movie Alvin & The Chipmunks!!!
Oh de chipmunks are super duper cuteeeeeee hahas make mi so wanna own them.
Waited fer Zx, Jeff & Daryl. Messed ard with those party ribbons awhile before we decided it time to exchange our presents =)

Bout 1am, de 4 of us cab-ed back to my house.
Bathed, clean up, had our log cake, exchange our presents, chat awhile before we went to slp =)