Thursday, April 22, 2010
Title of my lifestory:
Things not really going well these few days. Lots of argument wif both mummy & daddy, had quite an awful day ytd though it was our 7th mths anni (partly cos of my flu), terribly sick today and wished Baby was wif me but oh well...
Disappointments just adds up each day dun they?
Mummy & Daddy keep saying that i've changed becoming rude blah blah blah but de point is i've always been tis way why izzit till now den they started saying that i've changed? i'm tired wif their nonsense alrd cann. They still blame me for being sick (not surprised).
So mentally & physically tired that sometimes it makes me thinks what am i actually striving so hard for? If onli i could just throw everything aside for awhile which is like impossible, i see how de earth doesnt stop for you alone.
i dare not raise hope, expectations afraid how earthlings brings you disappointments once again.
Having bad sore throat, flu, feel like vomiting, slight fever, whole body ache it just feels so terrible just like hell feel like dying sia. Suddenly i dont feel like going sch tml either. Sian.
i shall just slp and 4gets bout everythingggggggggggggggg.